But, now that I'm in my 40s, I don't think it's possible to realize it anymore. Not only the age is a factor, but raising up another kiddo in this age is an entirely different story.
Everything is getting expensive. Not only we need to provide the 4th child with the basic necessities, there's the nurturing, the education fund, the bringing up part... I'm already way too exhausted with these 3. And I'm very contented and happy to have these beautiful children, born perfectly without any deformities and average intelligence. They bring me much happiness, joy and pride that no other ways would (though there are some bad days!). So that's pretty good enough.
I had also thought out what the big gap it is between the 4th bb and us. Not easy when she is in the teenage years, struggling to cope with the mixed feelings. Probably the korkors and jiejie would be too busy paktoh-ing to entertain her. I say it's her, because I wanted to have another girl than a boy. But how would I know I would be so lucky to get a girl, right?
Thinking of getting pregnant and having our settled lifestyles hauled upside down once again gives me the shivers. Then again, if it had really meant to be, I would still be embracing the baby with a warm heart. She's after all, my child, and a gift from heaven.
5 comments:
i have always wanted 4 wives..2 big, 2 small..but now that i am 25 (oredi!) iI dont think its possible to achieve my dream of becoming an emperor..
my mom had my brother when she was 40. and my brother n my gap was 13 yrs. i'm eldest and his..youngest. there are pros n cons. however more pros.
So game on or not?
goolypop,
its that the plot for war and gender 2? *yawn*
lil lamb,
kum si mm toong wong yat... last time no ipad!
mun,
don't miss out on the final episode of this series, due to be released 9 months later!
wah wah wah .... ng hai ah mah, kam tai kin si, shall i congrats you???? LOL
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