Thursday, March 19, 2009

Something's not quite right today.

  • woke up earlier than usual to send mama and ahyi off. me cry? no la. just a bit mm-seh-tuck, got. heiz.
  • after less than 24 hours here, I figured I have to search high and low for my things in the kitchen. my mama. don't you *hate* it when someone else touched your stuffs and relocate the things to don't-know-where?
  • I spent some time revising musical pieces with didi and found myself tearing his clothes! He was so testing my patience, but I was adamant and in the end, I am hanging low with misery and guilt. Scared to bits what will possibly happen when he's not that forgiving later. I swear I'm gonna practice more self-control.
  • My heart feels so empty, my mind is blank, I had the shock of my life when I opened up my pc this morning.
  • the short chat with a good friend yesterday who dropped a bombshell, still lingering in my mind, hoping, praying he's ok, and worried this kind of thing happening to my hubby. last night, he put his arm on my hand and I could feel it burning. He wasn't feeling well and is having a terrible sore throat. Though sometimes (ok, very often) I nag and complain about him, I really do not know what I will do if something happens to him. (Time to go to temples and churches?)
Or maybe, I am missing my mama already. Hope she'll be home soon. *sob*

7 comments:

goolypop said...

yoh.. moe gum laa.

That proves you are normal..capable of feeling 'low', not 'high' always..:)

Cheer up, doll, ming tien hui ken hau derr!

tasy said...

why ming tien takes so long to come? and before i can sleep and say hello to it, i have to cook first. no mood to cook also la. go out to eat dinner, you say? YES!

Reanaclaire said...

oh dear.. it is just one of those days, GG.. i always feel like that too.. when things are not going smoothly, this moodiness will come and make me down...
i guess it is a norm... ladies ma.. always more sensitive than any other gender (as if so many genders)..
our duties ma..
i also lose my cool with my son at times..many times.. dont know why..
somebody help, help me.. !!
*beatles song*

tasy said...

period coming meh? lemme go check.

JK said...

Feelings won't last long. They come and go. So, after the "not quite right" feeling today, you will get a "quite right" feeling tomorrow. Sleep well!

tasy said...

Hi Jo-N,
It's 12.03am now and yeah, the feeling is quite right now. You are amazing! Sleep tight, sweet dreams.

Raynebow said...

It's all part & parcel of being a woman, hehehe! Glorify in it lah!

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