Blink eye, Chak! 2026 d.
This year, J is not back for CNY. The things we do and eat are about the same, year in year out...
Reflecting back to the past year, there were some passing away and we shifted home. As we settled in the new home, I found myself taken aback slightly with a sudden shift in my strength and wellbeing. It's quite true, I can be at this "strong and healthy" and then "weak and sick" the next. That's life. So unpredictable and sudden.
Anyhow I'm grateful it's nothing serious but getting to know Pei pei battling cancer the past year had been more of a serious blow to me. Like, what are the odds? Both of us are so similar in everything and yet, this hit her and it hit her hard. What would I do if that's me? I am drilling in my own head to accept my fate. After all, is there anything I have yet to achieve? My priority is just the kids and seeing them all well and grown up, I guess my purpose in life is done deal, I am satisfied and happy d.
I find solace in my blog, recounting my memories and the good 20 past years of my motherhood life, though sometimes I do write rubbish.
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