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This whole week, I had been going round like a walking zombie with a cranky mood as I didn't get enough of my precious eyeshuts every single night. It started off with the piece of news I read online just before bedtime about the singer who got robbed in his own home at 4am, did you read that one? Reading it just flood back my memories on the time we had the almost similar experience in 2006 Dec. Scarred for life, won't be able to forget that so easily.
That night I worried for my own safety and the kids', while the hubs was away on a business trip. I so hate that kind of sleepless nights. I don't feel safe anymore in my own country, how sad. However, I know I just have to try my best to brush off my fear, can't afford to be holding this fear all the time.
Everyday, I feel so tired and sleepy that I can't wait for bedtime and I would tell myself to go to sleep early. But, as the night slowly approaches, my body and mind perked up gradually too, awaiting eagerly for the peace and quiet tranquility the night has to offer and I don't feel so sleepy and tired anymore. Then the whole process repeats itself for the next day and the next and the crankiness kept going a notch higher each day.
It's so tiring.
I must slap myself hard in the face one day and just knock off to sleep as soon as the kids are out. Just when would that day be?
wtf, it's past 1.30 am now and I STILL NEED to wake up tomorrow, which is a Sat morning at 7 to drive korkor to his camp activity in school. Argh!!! Sleep NOW!
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Yes, I did read about that. I just wonder did his house have security grilles and security alarms? Did the robbers get pass those? The article never mention this.
If you are living in a condo compound, the security should be good, right? Should have no robbers, maybe petty thieves only.
my mom's home was robbed a few times....sick! each time was when my parents were out of town. they do come equipped to break the window grilles and the safe. now my mom put a broom (facing upwards) in a bucket at the backdoor...something to do with fungshui.
mun,
petty thieves ONLY? it still scares the shit out of me. I think maybe i think i'm too "sock", sked shit of being molested. ;P
dawn,
the broom thing? it works? bucket need to fill with water not? maybe it's not fengshui. maybe it's a trick she learned from "home alone"??!!
wei, she uses an empty plastic pail. she said the neighbor lady across told her to do that and my friend here said is a fungshui thing. so i guess whatever you want to believe. btw, my mom got a buyer for the house, moving out in June-ish coz take over is July 1. *sob sob*
dawn,
where she's moving to? *sob* sad, right? I'd been and stayed there for 1 night too and I already feel that slight fraction of feeling you have.
moving to the Lion City. yea, it's bitter sweet and i still remember that one night you stayed over...the fan blasting at top speed and believe it or not, that fan is still working. :)
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