Monday, April 25, 2011

Out of the comfort zone

I'm dreading it.

I digress.

But I do have a comfortable life with a comfortable schedule bringing the kids up in a comfortable environment. I don't really look forward to change all that. Then again, this change has its advantages. And it would look good in my CV, just in case I do need to come up with one later. Decisions! Decisions!

I asked my hub what he thinks. He didn't answer me directly, but gut feel tells me he's not really in support of it. I think he secretly lost hope of me ever being the high profile career lady I was in his dream once upon a time ago. Or probably he loves the fact I wait on him when he comes home from a hard day's work and relish on the delicious homecooked dinner ready for him *gulp*

Or maybe he thinks it's just not worth it to be tied up. Argh!!! Do I need to be what he wants me to be anyway?? *sits in corner to ponder*

What am I talking? I agreed to it! Well, hope for the better! Life would turned tupsy turvy, but I want to make it work! I have to! I should be able to! It must be!

xxx

9 comments:

goolypop said...

Oh..u going to sell ccf again? Sure will not pongchan u.....

mun said...

You going out to be a career woman again? Wish you all the best! Do it if you want to.

2crazydogs said...

do what your gut tells you to do. i'm sure whatever your decision is, the lk will be behind you.

mun said...

So off to work already? Not answering anything here?

tasy said...

Goolypop,
Moi gum... Pongchan ngo yi kor Cham porpor....

Mun,
Tanks! I'm gonna be the bestest ccf seller in the hole wild world, I know!

Dawn, my guts feel last time told me I would be Ms Universe, should I still trust it now? oK! I trust YOU!

Mun,

Notchet wor. Now still planning logistics. Not yet working already so busy, fuiyoh!

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LittleLamb said...

economy so bad until need to go back to work?? hmm i've read 4-5 mummy bloggers r back t the workforce recently n u r one of them..hmmmmmmmmm anyway best wishes.

Jacss said...

dun bluff wor.... that day also not said like that wan????
resign fr siu-lai-lai wor???

tasy said...

lil lamb,
sooo many? damn! how to compete liddat? might as well stay home and rot.

jacss,
what did i say that day ah? shiats, i can't even r'ber what i said yesterday. btw, what is this post about again, lemme read back sin...

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