Thursday, January 27, 2011

the day i cried.

It's like releasing all the hurt I felt in the heart. so painful.

And then, as I've stopped, I needed to look for distractions for my weary self and started looking at my phone book to see who I can call. But hell, there's really noone to talk to at that point of time. Not advisable as well, as I might just break down and cry over the phone making the one on the other end feeling lost and awkward. It felt just so lonely. Furthermore, I don't think anyone likes to hear the same old boring story over and over again, like "oh well, did we already hear this before??", are there?

case in point, point in case, I am so defeated and deflated. And it seems when I'm at the pit bottom, even the kids want to bully me too and shove me another hurtful kick of theirs. Not good for mother-children relationship. Even the washing machine is turning its back on me!

10 comments:

Jessy Lee said...

Ok, go shopping or go hi-tea or do whatever that can elevate your mood lo...Come HK to find me also can.

Cheers.

mun said...

Come, come, you can cry on my shoulders anytime. Just cry it all out and you will feel much better. Or you can write out all your hurt in an email and send it to me.

Mamapumpkin said...

I'm only a phone call away. I will drop T2 for you. HAPPILY!!!

goolypop said...

this is the best time to listen to..

a. siong hoi tan - wong ming chuen
b. jing tian bu hui jia - kiki quah
c. quantaramera - celine dion

why didnt call me jek..

LittleLamb said...

hope all is well now.

2crazydogs said...

Crying is ok...letting go your grieve! I cannot count how many times I cried since I moved here. We are human.

tasy said...

jessylee,
i think i'm switching to giving in making myself happy, and HK, one day, one fine day..

mun,
*gasp* you think i dunno? this could be used against me as "bukti mahkamah" weii.. close call!

mamapumpkin,
T2 for me as a punching bag?? tho i love her lil dimples, i am still afraid of her "invisible kick", you keep her. HAPPILY!.

goolypop,
call you so you can sing siong hoi tan to me? can die anot?

lil lamb,
yeah, all is well, with the amount of attention i'm getting here... *gasp* i just admit i'm only seeking for attention! OMG!

dawn,
aww.. poor thing, come come, cry on my shoulder, you poor thing.. yes, it's good to cry, so much so, i think it's like a hobby now for me, once a month!

THANK YOU GIRLS!!! YOU RAWK!!

mun said...

Gong Xi Fa Cai to you! Wipe your tears cause Chinese New Year is going to be here! :D

tasy said...

mun,
happy gong xi new year. *wipe tear*

goolypop said...

Still got beitai hanging on ur nostrils arr..

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